Yea ok well I such at blogging daily but imma try to get better at this!!! They say if you do something 7 times I will become a habit sooooo hopefully if I keep up with daily blogging for a week it will jut get easier!
Are you ready?? Cause I am, I have so much to look forward to so much stuff to work on and I finally feel like I have the drive but most importantly the focus to go at things I’ve always put off for fear of failing!! I’m not sure what’s come over me…. Seeing as tho I lost someone very dear to me just last weeks Monday but I feel like something’s pushing me to make things happen NOW bring it on Monday! Lol hope you have a good night and sweet dreams! -LLC
So I watch the Wendy Williams show most of the time just to hear her takes on celebrity gossip (hot topics) which is mainly at the beginning of the show. But Lately it’s on when I get home from walking 5 miles so I watch all of it. Mainly because I’m to tired to move. Anyways near the end of the show she does “ask Wendy” where audience members ask her questions about they life….. I can’t say I agree with all the advice she gives but she repeats “people in there 20’s shouldn’t get married” a lot no one have to follow her advice it’s not law or nothing but her reasoning for saying that really bothers me… Maybe because I’m a married women in her 20s. She says they are to young to know what they want, but I think when you find a good love you know not to mention there are people who get married much older than there 20s who still end up divorced or in abusive relationships than she always tell the Girls to go out and kiss more frogs b4 they choose a prince. Well Tianna Only kissed on and found her prince either way I think that is terrible advice because kissing leads to a whole world of sexual activities that honestly I feel is dangerous to be doing if your really searching for a husband… And I wasn’t looking for a Husband when I met mine but once things shifted how many “frogs I had kissed” caused problems with in me to really feel like I couldn’t trust any man thus almost making me miss out on a Good one! I believe Wendy was married when she was younger had a bad relationship that ended in divorce and is now remarried I think so I understand she may be just tryna help but I really think it’s sending the wrong message to young girls!
So we took my aunt off of the breathing machine and they told us she would old breath for about 3 to 4 mins b4 passing away… But it’s been over 9 hours now and she’s breathing just fine with out them! Idk what this means because the doctors are claiming she still has to much brain damage to ever be able to talk walk or ever control her eyes but I’m hopeful and well even if he doesn’t make it thru the night I know she’s a a fighter!!
As for me I wrote a pretty awesome song for my aunt today and sang it to her earlier I like to believe she liked it! She one of the few people who really supports me musically and will be happy to know I’m planning to put out a mix tape soon!!
Ain’t had no time to work on my youtube videos I hope to have some time soon cause I have some great topics I hope you guys have a great night! -Love u Guys L8ta
Ok so today yea well I’ve had a persons Facebook status on my mind all day… It was something about celebrating all your little victories and idk why it’s been on my mind so much but I’ve been celebrating every little thing that’s happened to me today!
Other than that nothing else really to report here!
Ok so I’ve decided to start blogging daily…. Well I’ve been avoiding it because I actually suck at putting a sentence together correctly. I have a mind full of run-on sentences that I’m sure would make my 4th grade teacher cry! But with all that said imma start anyway cause it’s the only way to get better right?? Well that and it’s the internet where no one uses correct punctuation… Maw ha ha ha an so with all that said let’s get to it!
Ok I’m in a weird place in my life right now and well I feel better when I talk about things so I thought blogging would a great way to relieve some of that stress first off my favorite Aunt is dying. She was recently hospitalized for not taking her medication properly and next thing I know she was in ICU…. They don’t know what lead her to stop breathing but it’s narrowed down to 2 things… Both I believe where cause by the new bi-polar medications they put her on but I’m no Doctor so that may just be my way of dealing with this,but either way when she stopped breathing her heart stopped also and she was out long enough to receive brain damage right now she’s in a coma on machines to help her breath but the doctors aren’t hopeful. Me and my Aunt Gloria were extremely close we use to talk everyday and I use to be the main person looking after her (grocery shopping, doctors appointments, and things like that) so that leaves me with the hard burden of trying to get things handle as far as making decision on when to take her off the machines and getting the family together and keeping everyone informed! I can’t front I’ve been stress to the max not only am I loosing someone I look at as a mother but I’m forced to keep myself together so I can get important things done and make tough decisions!
As if that’s not enough for someone to be deal with I’m 2 weeks late. That’s actually great news because me and my Husband want a child! But even at 2 weeks I haven’t had a positive pregnancy test at first I was thinking I may be stressed but as Google showed me all the possibilities of what else could be going on for me to be having the symptoms I’m having i was so nervous I called my doctors! Well they seemed extra worried and made me go in for an appointment today where they tested my blood to see if I’m pregnant… But I want know nothing till in the morning!
I thank God for my Husband he’s really trying his best to keep me together I’m such a mess right now!!
i start blogging daily… i suck at writing thats why i rather make videos but when times are ruff i rather not be on camera cause i’m to much G to cry on film for free!!! LOL but i hope ya’ll enjoy reading my new daily blogs